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direwolf0701 |
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December 05, 2007 02:34:08pm |
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GratefulDead
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Re: What is wrong with you people? |
did I let my kids down sometimes?? very rarely - they are always dying to come to stay with me - they love both me and their mother unconditionally. have i made mistakes and ignored them because of the bottle... i plead absolutely guilty. have i been a good father..... yes - but i guess not a great one.
I was absolutely a stinking drunk - usually not around them - but i was this past holiday weekend. for that I am ashamed and is part of why i went to detox. i am glad i did.
And yeah - most of the problems i have have been brought about by a "fuckin bottle." that is the most true statement I recall you writing on this forum.
And you are right - talking shit about or to you is no way to conduct my new life and/or 12 step program. You can declare yourself the verbal victor. My "war" with you is over - but please feel free to trash me - i just don't care.
I would also like to apologize (accept it or not) about my comments regarding your dog. I knew it was wrong and cruel, but did it anyway just in the off chance it may hurt you. For those comments - you have my sincere apology. I will also apologize for my cruel verbal attacks against you yourself - yes, many were just fun and games - but for any that might have hurt you - you have my honest apology.
dire